it's new year eve again

2011 is coming..

still remember my new year eve in 2010. menderma darah. and mobi merajuk. full moon.. under big tree. help came late. nice~

this year.. i'll be at home.

I've made my first dress today. love it! will definitely wear it to office this coming monday. will upload the pic later.

OMG.. i love today. after few hours of relaxing.. all of the sudden i want to make a bag. then, tadaaa.. i have my first hand made bag! it was made from my old jean. since i cant wear it anymore (sebab kaki nyer dah terkoyak yer. bukan kerana pengembangan tak terkawal) :p saya pon amil gunting dan jahit menjadi bag.

not too bad for a first time. one little step at a time. next! baju kurung pulak. yipppiiieeee...

welcoming 2011 with smile..

im here!

im back! it has been long since the last time i tell stories of my life.

ya ya.. lots of things happened.

this is one of it. love to share this with you.

Exchange gift new year party held on 14 Dec 2010.

we had fun in red and black

42 participants <-- great crowd.

alhamdulillah syukur

raya in 2010 is totally diff for me and my family.  abah was warded week b4 raya and now it has been nearly 3 weeks. abah condition is getting better and alhamdulillah i feel peace.

Rezeki yang melimpah ruah nikmat dr Allah. sgt bersyukur. semoga kami berada di dalam rahmat Nya selamanya. dunia dan akhirat. syukran YA Allah. :)

agak pathetic berbuka seorang diri

hari ni dok umah berbuka sorang2 akibat kemalasan menukar baju utk berbuka diluar bersama ahli keluarga yang lain. diperlakukan dgn kejam kerana ditinggalkan sehelai sepinggang tanpa sebarang makanan. barangan dapur pon mama blum replenish. jadi yg aku jumpe hanya sepeket bihun,sayur campur, telur, tauhu lembut,mangga muda dan keropok leko.

Aku pon ape lagi.. masak je smua tuh. bihun goreng, keropok dan tauhu masak tiram. tak dilupa juga kerabu mangga bersama cili api. hebat gak. tp memandangkan garam mama pon dah habis stock dan aku malas gile nak kuar beli.. jadi semuanya rase kicap dan sos cili. pathetic yet fun. :) sendiri masak sendiri makan sendiri loya.

setakat ini saya ada 30 batang gigi

31 dah tumbuh. satu belum muncul. dan satu baru dibuang tadi! jadi 32-1-1=30.

nikmat kesihatan ni mmg selalu dilupakan. bila dah sakit baru la nak bersyukur. ini terjadi kepada diriku sendiri. tampar muka sendiri. dush..dush.. beberapa hari yang lepas, aku telah diduga dgn cabaran sakit gigi. gigi geraham (lets call it kiki) yang meragut tido malamku.. kebahagian senyumanku dan keenakkan makananku. suffered for almost 2 days. On day 3, finally kiki berjaya dikeluarkan dan penyiksaan bakal berakhir. Insyallah.

Went to Dr. Azlina si klinik gigi on sunday. Tepat kul 10.01 pagi aku menerjah klinik itu. yeah.. baru bukak seminit. cantik. first customer to walked in. masuk dlm bilik tuh serius cuak. mmg elergic ngan dr dan klinik. terutama klinik gigi. dan dan baik plk si kiki. dr jabbed 2 kali. tak kebas2 lak la gusi aku nih. last2 takleh gak nak cabut. kene makan antibiotik and dtg balik hari sabtu depan. ciss.. merana la lagi.

hari ni pergi opis.. kiki maintain. tak sakit sgt. tiba2.. jeng jeng jeng.. berdenyut2. adeh. last2 gi klinik nair kat jalan masjid india.. cabut. aku seperti biasa cuak lagi gentar. kali ni dr jabbed 3 kali. perghh.. rasenyer dier nyer pelali ni lambat effective kat pipiku yang gebu ini. dah habis cabut baru la kejung sebelah muka. dah rase bengkak semacam jek. bagaimanapon.. si kiki.. mmg besar. tinggi lampai lak tuh. tak sangka gigiku sebesar itu. ingatkan gigi2 ku ini kecil2 sahaja. rupenyer akar nyer punyer la panjang.

appoinment kul 3 selesai kul 3.30 p.m. tiba la masa utk membayar bil. RM230 sahaja! kayo bukak klinik gigi nih. ntah ape ubat depa bagi. mouth wash, cream ape ntah,panadol and pain killer. at the same time antibiotik yang dapat dulu pon kene habiskan gak. sian buah pinggang.. nak proses ubat2 itu. sabar yer pinggang.. demi si gigi.

balik opis dgn gembira. yeay! saya budak kuat. tak nangis pon. leh senyum lagi.. walopon kejung pipi. tunjuk kat anthony ubat yg dpt tadi. ciss. produck direct selling rupenyer. sabar je la saya.

owh yer... sakit gigi ini telah membuatkan diriku terlupe pulak pasal perkembangan my besties nih. dah in relationship.. with.. opppsss.. rahsia katenyer.. tp mmg sweet.. siap citer dgn muka malu2 lagi.. hahahah.. wakdol2.

smpai disini je la sesi membebel kali nih. signing off..  

it has been 2 years,5 months and 3 weeks

fuihhhh.. lame gak tuh. yesterday i received a letter that put a smile on my face. wut a surprise. but me as usual.. selalu tak tau mcm mane nak react. 25 August 2010. muaahhh and alhamdullillah.

im supposed to read 7 chapters of strategic management. hurghhh.. esok midterm. tp sgt la malas seperti biasa. otak pulak dah sedikit rusty. kalo nak bandingkan dgn performance my brain dulu.. nak compare ngan sekarang mmg terasa perbezaan nya. soal alam. normal la tuh. mane leh ok selamanya kan.

masih berdegil takmo baca buku. asyik dok jeling n kire ketebalan buku teks jek. ni kalo aku tido ni mau tak bgn sahur nih. tahan je la mata ni kejap. 2 jam je lagi.

owh ya.. speaking of sahur.. raye lagi 2 minggu. td dah start dgr lagu raye. best2. baju raye dah dpt 1. nak carik lagi. almost everyday gi masjid india tu skrg. perghh.. bagi diriku yg tidak gemar berjalan didlm kesesakan manusia.. amatla amazing kalo hari2 ke sana.

i need to learn on how to be friendly with boys or i must say.. man..

ntah apsal.. dr dulu diriku seakan gangster ngan boys nih. kalo ckp ngan depa sure serious. but wait till they know me and we jadi buddies. time tu baru la tau yg aku ni actually tak btul and easy going. <-- adakah ini benar? selamba je judge diri sendiri. :)

but i think this is perlu pulak. im quiet to those who i dont know. cukup la sekadar memberi senyuman 2 saat kan. lebih2 kang gedik lak. im a natural gangster. ye la tuh.

apekah kaitan post nih ngan topic post ini sendiri? aku pon confuse. 2 years 5 months and 3 weeks. lame gak since i had my VSS.

esok nak pakai baju ape nih mcm nak pakai baju baru beli tadi. tp itu ialah baju raye saye. haishh.. gina2 tak menyabar..

nak cari spanar.. nak cari spanar size 10

ok. yesterday mobi buat hal lagik. all of the sudden tak leh start. aku seperti biasa cuak dlm redho. lepak sat. call abg hamka. selang 30 min dier pon hadir. buat jump start.. gagal. pastu ketatkan bateri. berjaya. lorr.. bateri longgar. mobi nih actually xde masalah pon. sgt best. just that bateri selalu buat hal. apsal bateri selalu longgar ek? mungkinkah bateri ku itu semakin kurus? abg hamka pesan. ni cari spanar size 10. hehe.. dah boring la jadi pomen aku tuh. cheit

hari ni pulak.. pergh.. penat. schedule penuh. pepagi buat kuih dah tolong abg fais. sampai kul 530 pm. trus masak utk berbuka pulak. mama and the rest gi shopping baju raye iqah.. menu hari nih.. bihun goreng mee goreng and kuih penaram udang. menu2 yang membuatkan diriku rase sgt la penat. tp takpe. happy sebab hari ni kami tidak membazir. yeay! suka ramadhan. ramadhan kali ini rasa seperti dilahirkan semula. atau pon seperti kucing yang baru lepas dimandikan dan di hair blow. sgt segar lagi bergaya.<-- innerly. ahahaha.

meneman rakan yang kesunyian.

semalam hari mcm biasa. bangun pagi. pergi kerja. balik umah.

tp on my way balik umah tiba2 telefon berdering. lagu only you nyanyian minah korea kedengaran. check ade polis ke tak and bile line clear trus angkat. Wakdol. haaa.. wakdol ajak gi tgk wayang sebab beliau pergi beli extra tiket. jadi dlm otak terlintas la maybe ramai gile nak pergi nih. rupe2 nyer kitorang berdua jek. seperti biasa diriku heran namun berpikir secara normal jek. ok la lagi pon kul 11 p.m. lebih kurang 6 jam lagi.

sampai rumah, lepak. today tak masak sebab dah buat fruit jelly pagi tadi. jadi demi mengelakkan pembaziran.. tak yah la masak lagi. mama pulak masak nasik goreng,sambal ikan yang sedap,dan sup suun. rasenyer mcm first time kot bukak pose mama masak nasik goreng. tp sgt sedap.

lepas selesai makan tiba2 jadi rajin nak lipat baju. so punggah la semua baju utk dilipat semula. tgk2 dah kul 9.30. nak kene gi curve. tgk citer ape pon tak sure. siap2 and pergi dgn blurnya. mata pula semakin rabun dikala malam kini. susah gak bile tak nampak jalan nih. kene lak ujan. kuar umah kul 10 sampai curve kul 11. sesat nak carik parking jek. wakdol suruh park kat female parking lot. selama ni saya tak pernah terpikir nak park kat tempat sebegitu. bayangkan.. parking lot utk single female driver. bukankah lebih mudah menjadi target jika begitu. bahaya2. akhirnya selepas pusing2 damansara cari parking.. dikala nak give up nampak pulak parking entrance yg wakdol ckp tuh.<-- tp masih berdegil takmo park kat female parking. saya park kat male parking la kt semalam. xde pon color pink. fuhhh.. akhirnya. 

haa.. dah sampai trus masuk. rupe2 nye tgk citer  the expendables. yang tak tahan tuh.. duduk couple seat. wakakakakaka... apakah?

citer tu best gak. gile cute si silvester stalone. ape yg beliau dah lakukan kepada kening dan bibir nya sgt comel. citer tu mcm gathering rakan2 lama yang bagi sokongan utk kawa yang baru nak jadi producer. yang paling salute si steve austine. sepatah ayat pon xde kuar dr mulut. lemah daya hapalan kot. dah lame sgt dlm WWF. asyik bertumbuk.. bercakap pon dah lupe kot. hurm.. dah lame sebenarnya tak tgk wayang nih. beberapa bulan dah kot. dah insaf la kononnya. uhuk2~

tp amazing gak.. penuh panggung. yg paling heran sekali penuh dgn makhluk bermuka melayu.same la mcm diriku pon.astaghfirullah.. tak tau la kan. sekarang ni pon susah benar nak bezakan bangsa. dah terlampau majmuk. yg melayu muka mcm cina. yang cina mcm melayu. hebat gak. bertuah duduk Malaysia nih. <-- sempena membakar semangat patriotisma.

lepas habis, ajak wakdol sahur sekali. memandangkan lame benar tak jumpe wakdol, jadi lame tak bersesi girl talk. lepak kat danau kota. pastu balik umah masak utk sahur. berjaya memasak roti telur yang boleh tahan la sedapnyer. ecece.. mcm hebat je masak roti rendam telur kan. ceh~ hebat tak hebat belakang kire. korang ade buat beb? :)

yang benar,

Saya yang menyayangi hidup yang tenang

ape la masalah anda ni nyamuk?

pukul baper ko buka pose nih. habis darah aku ko attack. manis kah? dah lame btl tak diserang nyamuk nih. tetibe hari ni pulak diserang secara bertubi-tubi.

hari ni agak menarik. jumpe rakan sekolah lama di Fb. Najaria Hajar. Rakan sekolah yang kini berada di medan. rindu sungguh beliau. lama ku mencari. muka dah lain. at first tak kenal. jadi ignore je la invite beliau. nasib nard inform. Thanks Nard :).

lepak UIA since morning dgn harapan dpt siapkan assignment. last2 aku habiskan masa mudaku dgn melayari internet. kemudian ke wangsa walk utk mencuci mata dan sambung pula mencuci mata di bazar ramadhan atas bukit UIA tuh. tak ramai crowd sgt. maybe bcos ahad. jadi sebagai student, AHAD=berdating diluar.

berjaya beli 2 jenis air disana. soya cincau dan air limau kasturi berasam. itu kot nama nya. terpaksa menahan nafsu membeli belah dibazar ramahan selepas diwarning oleh mama. btul gak. x elok membazir. jadi saya coba utk tidak membeli makanan dimana-mana bazar. setakat ini.. berjaya! tahniah ragina.

kejap jek dah hari ke-5 puasa. tinggal la lagi 25 hari. makin besar ni.. rase nak raye tu takde sgt. tp tadi lepas dgr lagu raye.. happy sakan la jugak. perlu ke putarkan lagu raye dipasaraya sekarang??? cepat sgt kot tuh tuan dj wangsa walk.

sekarang ni tgh dok memikir. nak pakai baju ape esok. hurm..

i have found a new hobby. cooking~

love to cook lately. found out that it is amazing how a tangan bangku like me will actually adore cooking. thanks to the cooking website recommended by kak mahani. Changed me.

For those beginner.. u must visit the site.

http://www.trymasak.my/

so far i have tried:-

1. bebola taufu <- nice, easy and fast
2. laksam <- making the noodle is simply nerve cutting. the kuah is senang to do
3. tauhu telur bersos <- senang sgt and cpt sgt siap
4. bubur tepung bersama keladi <- sgt best and sgt sedap as well. dimasak semasa ketiadaan letrik pd 10 p.m on 16 Aug 2010

love it all.. and my list definitely will not stop there.. for sure.

and yes.. she is stress

Today is the 2nd time i cried over work. few drops of tears falling tru my eyes. rasa pening. feel like crying out loud. my heart is dry. im activating my silent mode again. maybe too much talking and too close with each other make it hard for me to let go.

Thinking bout wut i am doing all these years make my tears fall like rain. i had fun.. but today is different. im frozen.

baking session with the hobbits at 2 o'clock in the morning = pricelss

jam dah pukul 2 pagi. lepas penat bermain plastesin bersama aiman,aqis and qilah.. they decided to bake a cake. today birthday aiman and 5th August birthday aqis. cant sleep they say. aku pon follow je la. memandangkan mata aku ni pon tak semena-mena segar bugar. layan.. best gak kan. for the first time in my life.. bake their birthday cake.

jam kini pukul 2.45 am. tgh tunggu the cake masak. the hobbits? terus tidur. they had fun i supposed. time ni la bole main tepung.. pukul telur.. basuh periuk.. sapu marjerin..dan yang paling penting tanpa segan silu sepahkan dapur... makcik takde perasaan la katakan. aku biarkan je. today is their day. :)

memandangkan diriku hanya bisa memasak kek chocolate saja buat masa ini, jadi ape lagi.. birthday cake depa pon kek chocolate la. tp this time.. cuba buat sedikit kelainan. tak tau la jadi ke tak. masukkan serbuk biskut yg dah hancur in the adunan. hopefully jadi la. hoho.

kini sedang mencari resipi membuat donut pula. saya seronok

saya jadi pemarah pagi tadi dan perajin di malam hari

saya marah warga TM dgn jayanya pagi tadi. tak suka. tangan sampai sejuk tahan tahap annoying yg melampau. sian pulak tp kalo x nganmuk tadi xde la tepon kat umah ni ha. aku dah jadi king kong jadian baru la nak pasang. hilang keayuan diriku.

malam pulak kerajinan melampau. masak kek beb. selepas 26 tahun akhirnya saya berjaya memasak sebuah kek. yipppiiieee...

Ramuan kek itu adalah seperti berikut:-

1 cawan koko van hounten <-- mcm ni ke ejaan?

1 cawan gula

1 cawan minyak masak

1/2 cawan susu pekat

1/2 cawan susu cair

Campurkan semua dan panaskan diatas api kecil. selepas sejuk masukkan:-

2 cawan tepung naik sendiri (Blue key)

2 biji telur yg dipukul terlebih dahulu

kukus selama 1 jam.. dan jeng jeng.. jadilah kek chocolate yg sedap lagi menggemukkan.

my weirdest conversation ever

have u ever try to speak with those that u have not been talking to for so long and akhirnya that u don't know what to say and starting asking questions for mukadimmah. i did.. i asked a question and i have no more question to ask. being a talkative person.. it may be considered as a brain cramped situation. not good. not good.

erk~ sgt odd. i just want to be nice while im bored. mission fail. no more sesi tegur menegur untuk beliau. umpphh..

untuk kamu and yes saya rindu

im blushed. auwww

knowing something sweet that u've done for me from someone else is simply heart pumping. im blooming with the sweetest smile. new way of looking at you. Cant wait for Monday. i feel loved today. lalalalala...

owh.. need to read text book. what? malas~

meeting old friend and doing the thing that we used to do. sudden plan!

tersenyum sendiri bila teringat perangai dikala sekolah. one of it ialah xtvt menaiki bas dan berhenti ntah kemana. we will naik any bas then berhenti at last bus stop. one day naik this one bus.. all of the sudden this bus last stop was somewhere in batu 12. near uia. which is about 11 years ago. hutan jek.. scary x ingat. my mission partner PIAN!

last saturday met her again after so long. we meet at wangsa walk. had an hour of karaoke session. and all of the sudden.. in genting we were. love it~

wahai incik hati berbahagialah dikau

today, incik perut seakan tidak gembira. feelin' under da wheather. been working all day. went back. walked thru the rain. wut a life. every day is a blessing. syukur2.

cant sleep though. terpikir tentang sebuah kotak putih kecil di tepi sana. sunyi nya beliau disitu. berlari lah wahai angin.. berlepas lah wahai hati yang gundah.. berpecah lah wahai lemak. ahahaha.. nite

why we need to be overpaid and not overweight

ntah~

saya boikot restoran octopus wangsa walk

hang out with the girls tadi. Kak zira n Aini. Shocking news. kak zira pregnant. perghh.. tahniah. tp terkezut gak. she's pregnant at the age of 40. Alhamdulillah syukur. rezki2. not to mention the level of kesuburan. perghhh.. salute!

we meet at wangsa walk and stop at octopus restaurant. lousy food with golden price. ceh. hampa sgt hampa.

Semasa duduk2.. terserempak plk dgn ex staff celcom. face was very familliar.skrg ni selalu gak serempak terserempak nih. hari tu kat klcc terserempak dgn fadh. budak uitm SP yg amik course accounting. x kenal pon sgt but we automatically looked at each other and open our mouth wide. <-- tanda kenal la tuh. hehe. asal ingat muka cukup la.

owh ya.. back to the restaurant. mmg tak best. lebih kurang quality si ayam penyet gak. LOUSY!

mari memasak bersama saya. ehem~

akibat saya rajin. selepas pulang dr kerja saya telah memasak.

 

 

Bahan-bahan

1. 1 kilo udang segar
2. 1 sudu minyak masak
3. 10 ulas bawang putih
4. 1 bawang besar dipotong 4
5. 4 sudu besar sos cili
6. 2 sudu besar sos tomato
7. 1 sudu besar sos tiram
8. setengah sudu besar kunyit serbuk
9. sedikit asam jawa
10. cili padi
11. kacang panjang
12. kicap manis
13. garam
14. 3 biji telur

Cara memasak

1.  panaskan minyak masak
2. masukkan bawang putih
3. setelah wangi masukkan bawang besar
4. masukkan sos cili, sos tomato, sos tiram
5. masukkan air asam jawa
6. masukkan kunyit
7. masukkan kicap manis
8. masukkan udang
9. masukkan cii padi
10. masukkan kacang panjang
11. masukkan garam secukup rasa
12. masukkan telur
13. hidangkan

yeay~ berjaya. selamat mencuba!

kalo la rambut saya tidak degil

extremely stress currently. panas betul. rimas. my rambut dah start to mencabar my nerves. tarik nafas.. hembus.. tarik... hembus... sgt tak selesa

perasaan sebegini la yang buat mcm nak amik gunting zaappp je ikut suke. tp kang menyesal pulak. mcm psycho pon ade. the best part.. tak leh tido. tadi dah tertido for setengah jam. terbangun dan sure sampai pagi x tido nih. ape la punyer tabiat.

Thirsty.. kepala berat mcm ade lalang tumbuh segar di atas sana. tolong!!!! owh yer.. by the way.. rindu kamu.

here i am outside my cocoon

After living in it yesterday.

wahhh.. i see world today. pathetic saturday i must say. Yesterday was horrible.

Today is a different day. sunny sunday on me.

Doing consumer behavior assignment with the girls at wangsa walk. nice feeling. going to shop for shoes. yehhaaa.. i love shoes..

adeh.. sakit kaki ku.. shopping sakan today. had fun. so much fun. berjaya beli spec baru. 2 kasut baru. 1 phone charger and yang paling penting siapkan assignment. hapieeeenyerrrr saya.

this is exactly what i feel now. is it? naaaa...

even the sky is falling down?

i will stay here waiting. :)

yes, i am a girl who is easily bored. but will try my best not to stick to it this time. shoot.. this is hard. sometimes, i dont even know wut i want. confusion struck me bad.

its still new by the way. so maybe i just need to chill.

today is a bosan day. OMG.. need to find a hobby fast! i dont think i can survive another last minutes class cancellation. with those social programmes that i've rejected. arghhhh.. there's a conflict of life schedule between me and my friends. when im busy they're free.. when im free.. they're busy like mad. and pls people stay in the country. or at least in the same state.

thinking about friends in Kedah. Husna and put especially. miss them a lot. i wish i could sip a cup of coffee with them right now. it has been long. rindu the girl talk. ahhhh..

haven't start doing my literature review. herghhh... this is the thing that will stop me from sleeping tonight.

sometimes, i do wish that im working at a diff state. at least i will have a hometown to think of. currently listening to my songs compilation. feel one kind. I wish im back in 2005.

There are lots of things that i wish i could change. changing my view for example. the way i look at things and how i would react in some occasions. missed several opportunities due to my ignorance. yeah.. time heals. and im healing.

God knows best.jadi.. bergembiralah.

Goodbye past and welcome future. Sometime we just need to let the first fish that we caught free in order to get a bigger fish.

So dear fish.. im letting you go now.

early saturday morning letter

recieved a letter from LHDN this morning. Finally.. they are going to pay me back. nice~

terpikir pulak betapa bertuah nya diri. sangat bersyukur dgn kurniaan Allah yang tak terhingga. Alhamdulillah. Allah tidak pernah melupakan hambaNya walopon hambaNya sering melupakanNya. Syukur diberi peluang utk bernafas lagi hari ini. diberikan keluarga yang masih berada disisi. rezki yang melimpah ruah. kesihatan yang baik. anggota yang cukup sifat dan hati yang lembut.

berdoa supaya selalu mengingatiNya dan tidak berada didalam golongan yg sesat. Semoga nafasku, anggotaku, dan perbuatanku semuanya kerana Allah. I love you Allah. Amin.

A short day of mine

1. morning was full of working hormones. love to work today
2. mobi is fantastically ok. thanks to zigan.
3. bumped onto an old fren while queing for char kuey teow. Safwan, my ex-classmate from kedah. nice~
4. being a garang tutor tonight. sian balqis. but for her own good.
5. keep thinking bout him. misteri jejaka si tiang lampu..owh.. tak mungkin.

above average? nice~

sedikit terkejut.. tp at the same time expected. love the feeling. hope mr B will be above average as well. ade ke??

Owh ya, today mobi buat hal lagi and currently im in a relationship. life is great. :) not too excited on the relationship and not excited about mobi either. he's currently where he shud be. Beliau di tangan incik Zigan. thanks Zigan. u r great!

mengunyah BigMc sejuk

best gak perasaan mengunyah bigMc sejuk nih. lame dah tak buat kerja begini. ini la yang dinamakan bujang. bujang senang... hoho..

kerja? ape tu?

hari ni dgn esok cuti demi menghabiskan 60% of cuti by June. Accomplished. jadi saya tersangat la menurut perintah.

semalam jadi tutor utk 3 org sekali gus mmg sgt memenatkan. tak sempat plk nak baca buku utk paper aku today. nazhan is ok with math so far. aiman still under supervision as aku x leh nak ajar in mandarin. atiqah pulak kene buat latih tubi yang sgt banyak.

tgk balik math form 5, amazingly aku leh ingat balik mcm mane nak buat soalan2 itu. apsal dulu time aku mcm susah jek. btul la pepatah alah bisa tegal biasa tu. dah lalui baru la kite rase biasa je.

pagi tadi seperti biasa cuba utk bgn dan pergi ke opis. nasib la my senses ni berfungsi lagi. owh cuti. tido balik! hehe

kejap lagi ade lunch dgn mawar berduri and after that jumpe encik hujan. sekarang.. masa utk mengganggu hidup incik hazeeq zaim. sedang enak tido yer.. heheh.. not for long hazeeq..

Yeay~ AHAD!

hari2 ahad yang indah begini.. perlu dihabiskan dgn breakfast yang hebat dan tidur yg cukup. tak breakfast lagi nih.. but thinking bout nasi lemak kerang yg sgt sedap. mane nak dapat ni. rumah sunyi as the hobbits and my sisters smua pergi tgk futsal. so tinggal la diriku batrisya along n my parents.

along n batrisya sambung tidur lagi kot. senyap jek. abah pulak seperti biasa sibuk dekat luar. siram bunga.. sapu sampah.. cantas rumput.. mama pulak kat dapur. haaa.. buat breakfast kah? aku? hehe.. tunggu mama buat breakfast. yeay~

ape nak buat hari ni? mcm nak pergi tgk halal exhibition tuh. tp dikhuatiri ramai  pulak manusia. rimas sungguh kalo ramai2 nih.. semalam my sis ajak pergi sana. direject dgn alasan ramai orang. then she cuba lagi. ajak pergi time square pulak. direject juga atas alasan yang sama. dan dan mama bersuara. adik ni bf dier senang nak main kayu tiga. bole bawak gf lain pergi jalan2 sebab dia tahu adik tak suka gi tempat org ramai. xde la terserempak. erk? dlm hati aku berkata.. ngeri gak nih. tp utk berlagak macho.. aku bersuara. xkesah ponnnnn... hohoho.. yeke tak kesah? jeng jeng jeng

jadi today.. plan nyer nak baca buku. esok ade paper. nak amik balik paper entreprenuer and ethics yg tertinggal time pergi KK hari tu. haishh.. bosan sungguh. owh esok juga kene jumpe encik hujan. discuss topic research paper. harap2.. ok la semuanya. tak sabar nak habiskan ini semua. mahu berhidup dgn perkara lain pulak. yeay lagi~ \(^-^)v

hari minggu yang lama tidak ku temui~ love

setelah sekian lama.. weekend yang tanpa kelas. wahh.. bahagia rasenyer bangun pagi ni. walaupon mula2 tadi penat gak la memikir dalam keadaan separa sedar ade klas ke takde hari ni? ke kene pi keje? hari ape nih? setelah penat berpikir. ting!! xde klas, hari sabtu! dan dan segar pulak la mata. cuba kalo ade klas.. time tu la nak tido balik la.. sakit badan la.. dasar manusia normal betul la aku nih.

sekarang pukul 7:39 pagi waktu gombak. dah start boring. hari masih panjang. plan sebenar nak baca buku. tp berjayakah? ape yang penting.. weekend nih kene stay kat umah. melingkar sambil makan. perghhh.. bahagia. lame tak buat nih.

Seems like everyone dah ade plan hari ni. aku je terkontang kanting. jadi odd plak bile free nih. hurm..nak sambung tido balik mcm gagal dah ni. mata dah segar bugar. sedikit lapar. tp malas utk ke dapur mengambil makanan. jadi .. baring je la disini.

tengahari tadi pergi ke semenyig bawak batrisya mengurut tangan beliau yang tercedera tu. sian pulak tgh muka beliau. cengkung dah. tak gerak2 kan tangan. sampai la habis urut bawak pulak ke malam. kaku jek tangan. tp dah baik dah actually. jam 11 mlm td baru la beliau yakin yg tangan dah ok. penat aku explain tadi. dah takde ape dah tangan tu. dah bole guna dah. pastu sure dier buat muka fobia dan nak menangis. aku layan je la. dah aku yg buat pon.

lepas tu aiman pulak bagi proposal agenda sesi bersiar-siar.

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  Pergi book shop <-- ingatkan dah rajin nak baca buku.. sejuk gak hati. rupenyer nak beli komik. lawak kampus. (proposal beli komik ditolak lalu membeli buku latihan matematik)
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  Beli DVD <--- nak beli dvd toy story 3. tp sebab semua citer baru x clear lagi. akhirnya beli cerita kick ass. tauke kedai tu pon satu. dah tau aku beli utk budak2 lagi mau rekemen cite nih. aku pon beli je la. rupe2 nyer ganas gile. x seswai langsung. jadi aku je la yg simpan.
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  gi wangsa walk. <-- nak main game and makan sekali. plan asal nak main game dulu and makan lepas solat maghrib. tp sebab nazhan lapar. makan dulu. akibatnyer.. tak jadi main game. batrisya tumpahkan air mangga terus keatas baju. owh yer.. by the way.. kedai ayam penyek kat wangsa walk tu tak berbaloi langsung. dah la service lousy.. harga lak x padan ngan makanan. x best. menyesal lak pi situ.
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  akibat tak puas hati dgn dinner td, ajak mereka ke kampung baru. nazhan nak makan kerang bakar. tp sebab jam sgt, balik je la. nak pujuk diorang, pergi Mcd makan ice cream. gagal gak.. McD pon penuh. haishhh..terus pulang. akhirnya.. mama kene gak beli dinner utk kami.

saya ialah pengganas yang teruk

telah mencederakan budak berumur 3 tahun a.k.a batrisya tadi. kesian dan rase besalah gile. gurau2 sekali terkasar sikit kot.. trus beliau menangis x berhenti. cuak tak ingat aku. haish.. sedih2.

mcm mane la manusia boleh mendera budak2 ek. tak sanggup aku. sekarang ni tgh tunggu beliau pulang dr hospital. harap2 ok la semuanya.

mood of the day~

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  So far... HAPPY! <-- morning
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  kejung <---- Afternoon

lepas lunch.. si eja gi upload pulak gambar aku ngan anthony. dek kerana baju beliau dgn tudung aku color sama. haish..

tajuk gamba : selamat pengantin baru. cuak gak mula2. tp kerana perlu menjaga reputasi sebagai budak yang macho.. saya berlagak tenang walopon muka dah maroon senada dgn color tudung. nak ckp ngan dier pon segan beb. tp perlu ke? ceh .. takde maknenyer. kepada eja dan revy.. suke kamu yer. takpe2.

pergi kerja naik kereta

makan lunch di tengahari

suka kamu kenekan beta

gelak sambil menari-nari

tuang air di daun keladi

gambar diambil jadi hiasan

terkedu sebentar terkene tadi

hampir-hampir ku jatuh pingsan

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  Bersalah lagi menyesal <--- evening

akibat tangan batrisha yang terkehel dek gurauan ku yang agak ganas la kot. iskh2

my first public transport to work since 1 year ago

my sis was late this morning. Called and found out that she's still at her home in Segambut. Time was 7:29 a.m. Asked ayong to send me to train station and walla... I'm going to work by train. from melati to dang wangi cost me RM2.10. not bad. reasonable. managed to get in the train at 7:54 a.m. packed but acceptable.

lots of people waiting for the train at the next station. amazingly people just squeeze in. packer than sardines.. but cool experience. i noticed most of the people wore their watch at their left hand. so my morning activities was starring at watches. the weird feeling was when i don't know where to look at. i don't want to look at other ppl directly at their face. but as most of us are about the same height, i need to. 2nd option activated, looked at the advertisements..

felt weird when I'm being looked at pulak. uneasy feeling. feel like there's something on my face ke ape ke. haishh.. saw kak zu when i nearly reach dang wangi. haaa.. wut a day. best gak jalan with her. leh borak2.

FB AND RAGINA

I must say that FB has changed my life. a fantastic tool to keep in touch with friends and let me lead my dear life lively. with all the pros and cons of FB.. i still think that it shall remain in my things to have list.

FB as way to inform friends

that i am still alive.

FB as a way to show

that i know football.

*during football fever

me and my weight? hohoho..

FB as way to promote

my online biz

FB as way to keep in touch

with friends

My 26th birthday celebration-office version

today was fun. my office mates celebrated me and June's birthday. and not to forget.. father's day. i was born on 12 June 1984 while June was born on 14 June 1976 (i hope the year is correct). merely 8 years apart. yet.. we look as if we are at at the same age. lucky her i guess. hehe

walked to klcc and fetched nazhan from school. my schedule is a bit different for almost 2 weeks now. no more driving back home as im car pooling with my sis. nice feeling. instead of stepping on the clutch and brake.. i enjoy sitting and mumbling peacefully as a passenger.

i was eager to watch showdown today. it was 9:15 p.m and i was happily waiting in front of the tv. peeling orange, replying sms.. all of the sudden.. assalamualikum.. (with pitchy voice indeed).. OMG.. i grabbed all that i can and ran as fast as i could. The nearest hiding place..mama's room.shoot.. wut do u expect.. i was in my kaftan with my horrible night face.die. habis plan.

cant even think to go out and say hi. tak bole2. gile ah. sekali dier bawak anak teruna sekali daa. lagi la gagal. call angah, meluahkan rasa hati and pergi tido. When the clock striked 10:25.. terbangun. seems like every one dah balik. okeh.. chantek.. but a bit terlambat. showdown dah dekat part battle. 5 minutes gone.. pastu habis.. arhggg... makan keow tiaw pulak. bought by cik am. ape la masalah mereka nih. beli makanan tgh2 mlm. tp rezki. Alhamdulillah.

now.. cant sleep. as a result.. membebel la secara maya. since everyone is sleeping.

hatiku gundah.

hello again

it has been long.. nice to be able to write again..

hurm.. where shud i start..

current condition = not too bad. in a mood of trying to be rajin. planning to baca buku but as ussual..being me is not easy. pemalas! thats me. ape la nak jadi. today is sunday and im waiting for monday. To earn a living in a tall building is extremely boring. yet.. im thankful.

counting days of my freedom. setahun stengah je lagi. sikit lagi..

tetibe rase mcm byk pulak benda nak dibuat.

setakat ni.. things that i want to do but tak tercapai lagi ialah:-

• belajar menjahit
• find a hobby

HOW TO FIND A HOBBY?

this is what im doing now. susah gak nak stick to one thing. i wish im the kind of person that love to collect stamps. yes a little nerd.. but at least they have a hobby. cepat sgt boring. that is my main prob. tak sampai sebulan.. sure bosan.

1. kumpul coins.. when my tabung dah penuh.. tak tau nak buat ape.
2. collect receipt.. when dah byk sgt.. tak tau nak buat ape.
3. baca buku.. when dah malas.. tak tau nak buat ape.
4. facebooking.. when dah bosan... tak tau nak buat ape.
5. jog.. when dah limited time.. tak tau nak buat ape.

owh.. yes.. now i have 1. im currently into walking.. lepas balik keje walk from office to klcc. niat di hati nak jalan je trus sampai umah.. but as my sister always says jgn buat kerja gila.. i hold the thought. Gile ke? xde la jauh mane pon actually. manja sgt. haishh.

dah jalan for 20 mins to KLCC tunggu beliau yg lambat turun. tunggu kekadang sampai 40 minit. ape lagi merajuk. bile merajuk dapat makanan. bile dpt makanan .. makan.. bile makan.. gemuk. same je. life cycle yg normal. ciss... but at least now i know yang ade bangunan sunway kat dang wangi. bile ade tu wallahualam..

owh yer.. i love south africa football players.. suuuuwitt..

saya kini lebih gembira tapi sangat kosong

perasaan yang sangat pelik selepas pulang dr KK. entah kenapa rasa sgt kosong. treasure hunt to penang will be held in april. tp tak pergi. malas. bowling tournament on 23 january. bosan jugak. skrg hapiness level is 35%. starting to like my mandarin teacher. hehe. sgt chumel itu makhluk. esok rasenyer mcm nak gi panjat bukit TM tuh. ahad nak gi Broga. haaa. best gak.at least dpt gak ketenangan kot. harap2 la.

ntah ape yg aku takutkan. semalam baru terperasan lesen dah mati 11 dec 09. lepas lunch trus pergi post office dgn harapan dapat la renew lesen. tp gagal. x bawak pulak yg original. nasib jumpe kat umah. hari ni masih blum renew. lantakla. insyaAllah ok kot. harap2 takde la kene tahan. esok bukak ke post office? hurm..

esok seperti biasa bercadang nak ke pasar lagi. lepas pergi pasar, pergi bukit TM tu plk. lepas tuh balik lepak kat umah. menarik jugak. haaa... weekend yg pasti membahagiakan.  =]

teringat pulak kat putrajaya. lama tak lepak sana. kengkawan pon ramai dah lost contact. maybe akibat kesibukan diri. must try to catch up with them. sayang pulak kalo lelama tak berhubung.

signing off,

saya yang bosan

HanGIng out with the hobbits

im required to baby sits the little ones today as mama and the rest are going to raub for kak wa's new baby cukur jambul. took them to Planetarium and found out that the place has totally changed. We went there several years ago and there were lots of interesting things to see. now.. it's like pameran sains sekolah. not interesting at all. but we still have fun. :)