Tuesday, July 6, 2010

kalo la rambut saya tidak degil

extremely stress currently. panas betul. rimas. my rambut dah start to mencabar my nerves. tarik nafas.. hembus.. tarik... hembus... sgt tak selesa

perasaan sebegini la yang buat mcm nak amik gunting zaappp je ikut suke. tp kang menyesal pulak. mcm psycho pon ade. the best part.. tak leh tido. tadi dah tertido for setengah jam. terbangun dan sure sampai pagi x tido nih. ape la punyer tabiat.

Thirsty.. kepala berat mcm ade lalang tumbuh segar di atas sana. tolong!!!! owh yer.. by the way.. rindu kamu.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

here i am outside my cocoon





After living in it yesterday.
wahhh.. i see world today. pathetic saturday i must say. Yesterday was horrible.
Today is a different day. sunny sunday on me.
Doing consumer behavior assignment with the girls at wangsa walk. nice feeling. going to shop for shoes. yehhaaa.. i love shoes..
adeh.. sakit kaki ku.. shopping sakan today. had fun. so much fun. berjaya beli spec baru. 2 kasut baru. 1 phone charger and yang paling penting siapkan assignment. hapieeeenyerrrr saya.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

this is exactly what i feel now. is it? naaaa...

even the sky is falling down?

i will stay here waiting. :)

yes, i am a girl who is easily bored. but will try my best not to stick to it this time. shoot.. this is hard. sometimes, i dont even know wut i want. confusion struck me bad.

its still new by the way. so maybe i just need to chill.

today is a bosan day. OMG.. need to find a hobby fast! i dont think i can survive another last minutes class cancellation. with those social programmes that i've rejected. arghhhh.. there's a conflict of life schedule between me and my friends. when im busy they're free.. when im free.. they're busy like mad. and pls people stay in the country. or at least in the same state.

thinking about friends in Kedah. Husna and put especially. miss them a lot. i wish i could sip a cup of coffee with them right now. it has been long. rindu the girl talk. ahhhh..

haven't start doing my literature review. herghhh... this is the thing that will stop me from sleeping tonight.

sometimes, i do wish that im working at a diff state. at least i will have a hometown to think of. currently listening to my songs compilation. feel one kind. I wish im back in 2005.

There are lots of things that i wish i could change. changing my view for example. the way i look at things and how i would react in some occasions. missed several opportunities due to my ignorance. yeah.. time heals. and im healing.

God knows best.jadi.. bergembiralah.

Goodbye past and welcome future. Sometime we just need to let the first fish that we caught free in order to get a bigger fish.

So dear fish.. im letting you go now.

Friday, July 2, 2010

early saturday morning letter

recieved a letter from LHDN this morning. Finally.. they are going to pay me back. nice~

terpikir pulak betapa bertuah nya diri. sangat bersyukur dgn kurniaan Allah yang tak terhingga. Alhamdulillah. Allah tidak pernah melupakan hambaNya walopon hambaNya sering melupakanNya. Syukur diberi peluang utk bernafas lagi hari ini. diberikan keluarga yang masih berada disisi. rezki yang melimpah ruah. kesihatan yang baik. anggota yang cukup sifat dan hati yang lembut.

berdoa supaya selalu mengingatiNya dan tidak berada didalam golongan yg sesat. Semoga nafasku, anggotaku, dan perbuatanku semuanya kerana Allah. I love you Allah. Amin.

A short day of mine

  1. morning was full of working hormones. love to work today
  2. mobi is fantastically ok. thanks to zigan.
  3. bumped onto an old fren while queing for char kuey teow. Safwan, my ex-classmate from kedah. nice~
  4. being a garang tutor tonight. sian balqis. but for her own good.
  5. keep thinking bout him. misteri jejaka si tiang lampu..owh.. tak mungkin.

Thursday, July 1, 2010

above average? nice~

sedikit terkejut.. tp at the same time expected. love the feeling. hope mr B will be above average as well. ade ke??
Owh ya, today mobi buat hal lagi and currently im in a relationship. life is great. :) not too excited on the relationship and not excited about mobi either. he's currently where he shud be. Beliau di tangan incik Zigan. thanks Zigan. u r great!