it is now august

in few more days, august will be here. ramadhan. yippieee.. cant wait to fast. first ramadhan without my beloved dad. :(
on the other hand, this is my first ramdhan with him. my heart keeper. :)
hope this ramadhan brings great love and hapiness.

preparation? nothing major so far. panic? 5% hehe...

fuhhh~ it's my hormone again

huh~ what is wrong with me? i feel extremely guilty. the more i try to ignore it the more guilty i feel. this is exactly like chocolate addict.

so, i have another month to think it over. and this waiting thingy is killing me.

i am not happy this morning, hope to be able to cope with life in the afternoon. :(

collecting points

kini masih berada didalam sesi pemarkahan. bukan mudah utk buat decision. saya sgt takutkan ini. so far decision terbahagi kepada dua. kata hati dan kata minda. mmg dr dulu pon terbahagi kpd dua. tp kini ada penambahan iaitu kata suasana.

hurm.. a wise decision should be made after looking into the pros and cons of the subject matter. therefore, what is the subject matter? MY LIFE!

sebenarnya kalau dipikirkan.. ini bukan lah suatu issue yang besar. cuma sedikit rumit kerana ianya melibatkan cita2 dan angan2. contoh:- suka makan ayam goreng KFC. hati kata makan.otak kata jgn sebab membahayakan kesihatan. jadi yang mana kene ikut. obviously kene ikut kata otak. tp kita tidak. ikut kata hati sebab kata, takpe.. takkan dpt sakit jantung punya makan ni. so, same goes to other things. which i think relevant jika dikaitkan dgn contoh diatas.

mcm kita nampak something yang buat kita berpikir 2 kali. tp hati kata takpe.. takde la teruk mana pon. nanti berubah la tu. dan disitu la dimana kita masuk perangkap yg bisa membuatkan kita terjerat dan merana.

agak serius pulak bunyinya. ecece.. tp mmg serius pon ni.

hurm.. adakah saya emo atau sedang berfikiran waras? menulis boleh membuatkan kita lebih terbuka. kini mcm dah nampak sikit jln2 kecil dimana ade sedikit cahaya dihujungnya. selepas menulis ini, seperti telah mendapat jawapan. jadi mari bersikap sedikit sombong dan mendiamkan diri supaya tiada ruang utk sesiapa merasakan rasa comfort zone atau bak kata org melayu.. zon selesa. hidup tidak boleh terlalu mudah. jadi lets!

si kecil ini mahu menjadi dewasa

ragina sila berjimat ceramat

jadilah seperti semut yg matanya bengkak. bila mata bengkak sure malas nak beli barang.bila malas nak beli barang sure boleh berjimat ceramat.

sekian rumus utk hari ini.

ragina si semut mata bengkak

OMG..

I cant write for months and now i know why. "seek for an answer and u shall see the light" knowledge is power and power is meant to be used. going for lunch now. happy to be able to write again. see u in my next post. tata

signing off.

my things to do

1) project paper - 1 phase
2) Rkgs individual assigment
3) Rkgs group assignment
target completion : by 24 march 2011

22 March 2011. yeah.. 1 down. 2 to go.

hidup saya kini semerah apple yang segar

owh.. bahagia nyer saya. despite of all the stress.. work,assignments,project paper,assignments again.. im extremely thankful. currently trying to start bermanja2 with my project paper. time is running thin. yet.. life goes on. stress is raising.yet.. life goes on. work is pressing hard. yet.. life goes on.. love is spilling fast.yet..life goes on. i am now.. out of time,stress,pressed and loved.the most important..im loving it. wut a life. :)