saya kini lebih gembira tapi sangat kosong

perasaan yang sangat pelik selepas pulang dr KK. entah kenapa rasa sgt kosong. treasure hunt to penang will be held in april. tp tak pergi. malas. bowling tournament on 23 january. bosan jugak. skrg hapiness level is 35%. starting to like my mandarin teacher. hehe. sgt chumel itu makhluk. esok rasenyer mcm nak gi panjat bukit TM tuh. ahad nak gi Broga. haaa. best gak.at least dpt gak ketenangan kot. harap2 la.

ntah ape yg aku takutkan. semalam baru terperasan lesen dah mati 11 dec 09. lepas lunch trus pergi post office dgn harapan dapat la renew lesen. tp gagal. x bawak pulak yg original. nasib jumpe kat umah. hari ni masih blum renew. lantakla. insyaAllah ok kot. harap2 takde la kene tahan. esok bukak ke post office? hurm..

esok seperti biasa bercadang nak ke pasar lagi. lepas pergi pasar, pergi bukit TM tu plk. lepas tuh balik lepak kat umah. menarik jugak. haaa... weekend yg pasti membahagiakan.  =]

teringat pulak kat putrajaya. lama tak lepak sana. kengkawan pon ramai dah lost contact. maybe akibat kesibukan diri. must try to catch up with them. sayang pulak kalo lelama tak berhubung.

signing off,

saya yang bosan

HanGIng out with the hobbits

im required to baby sits the little ones today as mama and the rest are going to raub for kak wa's new baby cukur jambul. took them to Planetarium and found out that the place has totally changed. We went there several years ago and there were lots of interesting things to see. now.. it's like pameran sains sekolah. not interesting at all. but we still have fun. :)

what a wonderful way to end my 2009

my new year eve was quite different in 2009. i have been missing the opportunity of celebrating new year for the past 2 years and the third year was different for sure.

I decided to donate my blood at pusat darah negara after work on 31.12.09 as an activity to wrap up my 2009. went there and managed to be good. after donating.. it was time to go home. happily smiling, i went to my car > start the engine > fail. adoi. dier buat lagi. the same thing.. battery kong. what a wonder ful way to end my year. called angah for help. help arrived late. so there was I, sitting in my car with door opened + dark + khamis malam jumaat + under big trees + titiwangsa + full moon + nyamuk yg asyik menyerang + pak guard yg tempat nyer tak jauh from my car but tak tolong langsung = sangat takut. Luckily i have my phone. leh gak la distract my attention.

but i tak regret langsung. happy lagi ade. tak tau kenapa. maybe because im getting mature each day. tend to think that everything happen for a reason. bile fikir mcm tuh mmg hati pon tenang. sgt tenang. keredhaan kepada segala ujian telah menjadikan diriku lebih bersyukur dan lebih menyayangi Nya. Alhamdullillah diriku masih diberi peluang utk melayari hidup yg sememangnyer penuh dgn senyum dan kesedihan. tanpa sedih mahukah aku mengingatiNya??? wallahualam. Syukur..

1 day before 2010

went for a jog again today. i feel peace. this is officially my 3rd times. breaking my so called 'wall' slowly. i think i will make it to the end. running more today. my heart pumping hard but still i am sure there's improvement. can go far now. not like the first day. fuhhhh.. my heart felt like bursting out from my chest.

I have a new IDOL

Since i jogged at KLCC park., somebody has caught my attention along the way. There is a lady who will continuously running without stoping for at least 5 rounds. and the number dont stop there. i think she kept on running after i left around 730 am. wow.. that amazed me. her determinationa and will power. very impressive. hope that i could follow her back and do more observation. heee... here i am being

-raginathebusybodybug- :p

Thinking on what to do tonight. should i attend new year countdown and watch the fireworks? i have been looking at the fireworks construction sign for 3 days now. and i even know the best spot. hurm.. feel like malas wanna go jugak. lepak rumah pon best gak. spend time with the beloved hobbits. thinking of taking them to planetarium tomorrow. or maybe should bring them to the zoo. Batrisya sure will be frantically happy. best jugak nih...tp bukak ke planetarium during public holiday? let's check it out.

Gunung Datuk owh Gunung Datuk

Obviously im scared. really scared. will go there insyaAllah next Sunday. 3rd Jan 09. damn. i have not prepare anything. is it time to panic yet???

chocolate and tree

received a box of chocolate and a key chain with my name on it today. happy. even though my name is wrongly spelled as R.a.j.i.n.a. i was informed that the key chain was made from a 200 years old tree and the tree will only grow by several inches in a year. and yet.. they cut the tree down to make key chain. definitely switching my thinking veins on. human.. human..

lunch yg best

bangun pagi hari ni malas nak jog. kejung kaki ku. sepanjang hari kejung. lunch time best. kak nan bawak pergi lunch kat tupai2. jadi ghairah aku tgk lauk pauk yg ada. ended up pinggan ku dah sampai tak nampak nasik. saksikan lah...

Penyata kira-kira utk lunch ini:-

Nasi + mushroom + ikan tenggiri sambal + taufu + bayam goreng + tempoyak +sambal belacan = RM7.50

watak yang sama kalo dibeli di restoran pencekik darah Lotus, Jalan ampang sure mencecah RM15. I'm a fan of tupai2 kini. yeay.

551 A, Jalan Bukit Petaling

Kuala Lumpur

Source from

 http://mycen.com.my/directions/tupai-tupai

im still awake at 3 a.m.

haishh.. cant sleep yet malas pulak nak baca buku. actually ini la masa terbaik utk menelaah. especially for my mandarin klas tomorrow. cikgu hensem : ) 26 years old > single > masculine > sweet smile. peerghhh.. enough about lao shi. behave gina..behave. :D

it's monday,3 am. cant sleep after receiving a call. all of the sudden i feel energetic and the sense of wanna walk to work again struck my head. gear ready. working attire dah pack. im all set. for now. hopefully jadi la jalan today. if not.. i wont feel tenang. everyday keep thinking about the same thing. lets get done with it. habis cerita.

5 a.m and still standing. i dont think it is wise for me to sleep now. another hour and off i go to make my dream a reality. so far.. sleepy mode is 30% activated. OMG.. im supposed to buy tummy exercise CD for June. lupa la pulak. today after class i shall buy for her. she's on long leave anyways.

break the wall and i shall go far. as for now.. my wall is... walking to work. :)

While im preparing myself for the walking to office mission...all of the sudden this thought struck my mind. Why do i need to walk? kan sama je kalo jog kat klcc park? easy and i dont have to open myself to danger of being hit by car. So I dressed up > salam my parents > drove off > parked my car behind anthony's car > took my phone > switched on to music > jog. owh by the way.. pukul berapa la si anthony ni sampai opis. my watch showed 6:20 a.m. when i first saw his car. (*_*) zZZZzz

It was dark. a bit afraid but im determined to jog for wutever reason. i dont want to stop now. so i kept on walking..i can see several people there.I jogged and walked for an hour and came to office around 7:30 a.m.. Had my capati for breakfast and now it is time to work. cant wait for 5:30. i want to walk again. :)

alahai.. terlepas mandarin class today. tertido akibat terlampau penat. terkejut bila bangun kul 8 tadi. smpai pening. adoi.