i wish i could stop thinking about it.

what is wrong with me? keep on thinking about it and end up feeling bad. with all the guilt and sadness. why cant i stop and focus on myself? what i want and dont think about others? i guess im not that selfish. huh~

this morning was ok. happily talking..replying emails, sms. and boom.. all of the sudden. the thought struck. there's one ultimate question in my mind. i need to know the answer.

solving the puzzle. putting the parts and pieces of it together requires patience and strong will.

owh.. semusim sesakit

semoga diberi kesihatan yang baik. amin.

sekarang ni ramai betul yg diserang penyakit. mcm hari ni.sian pulak la tgk :-

1. mama yang tak larat akibat demam
2. angah batuk mcm nak terkeluar isi perut
3. hazeeq yang lebam pipi akibat terlampau lasak
4. aiman yg demam jugak
5. saya yg lapar. ouhhh~

hati senang namun bimbang. sekian~

hurm.. mulakan entry kali ini dgn keluhan yg agak panjang.
im addicted to walking. love to walk. brings peace in me.
bila berjalan ni.. otak clear.. bila otak clear leh la pikir dgn lurus.
dan kesan pemikiran itu.. saya kini diserang rase besalah lagi lagi dan lagi. dang!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UilPjE7lCNE