my new year eve was quite different in 2009. i have been missing the opportunity of celebrating new year for the past 2 years and the third year was different for sure.
I decided to donate my blood at pusat darah negara after work on 31.12.09 as an activity to wrap up my 2009. went there and managed to be good. after donating.. it was time to go home. happily smiling, i went to my car > start the engine > fail. adoi. dier buat lagi. the same thing.. battery kong. what a wonder ful way to end my year. called angah for help. help arrived late. so there was I, sitting in my car with door opened + dark + khamis malam jumaat + under big trees + titiwangsa + full moon + nyamuk yg asyik menyerang + pak guard yg tempat nyer tak jauh from my car but tak tolong langsung = sangat takut. Luckily i have my phone. leh gak la distract my attention.
but i tak regret langsung. happy lagi ade. tak tau kenapa. maybe because im getting mature each day. tend to think that everything happen for a reason. bile fikir mcm tuh mmg hati pon tenang. sgt tenang. keredhaan kepada segala ujian telah menjadikan diriku lebih bersyukur dan lebih menyayangi Nya. Alhamdullillah diriku masih diberi peluang utk melayari hidup yg sememangnyer penuh dgn senyum dan kesedihan. tanpa sedih mahukah aku mengingatiNya??? wallahualam. Syukur..
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